Sorry For Everything.. After All Just Sorry?

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It is Your Choice

Finding Your Perfect Pair

Yesterday I watched a Jollibee mini series titled "Perfect Pair". "Perfect Pair" is a sequel to the mini series aired last February 2017 "Vow".

The story is about the guy from the "Vow" finally found his perfect pair through his first best friend, a college buddy and the person who truly puts "best" in "best friend".

This mini series highlights the unrequited love shown by his "perfect pair" as she witnessed him falling in love with another girl, who eventually tied a knot with another man.

My parents has always taught me the value of waiting. When I was still in school, most of my friends already have boyfriends. It is not because someone was not interested in me but because I figured that it is not the right time for me to have boyfriends. There were instances that I was so ready to bite the bullet. There was this guy that that make me take a second look. We had the same cultures as he came from a Chinese Family (surname "Teo"), he is good looking, and he already arranged a meeting for me to meet his family while I was still at school. However, I had always treated him as a big brother (he was my friend cousin by the way and he was five years my senior). He would always visit me at school, to my embarrassment. He would also drop by the house to help me with my school work especially, Science. I got top mark in Physics! He was my first crush. And every girl's dream of a guy. Sadly, in the middle of my senior year, he together with his family moved to Switzerland. Before he go he gave me proposal to be his girlfriend. He would visit as often as he could if I would just consent to be his girlfriend. I said no. And we parted way. I received Valentine's and Christmas Card every year until I began dating my fiance. We lost communication.

He came home from Switzerland last June 2017 to visit me because he learned from a friend that I have relationship woes. We kept in touch once again through email and I even received flowers from him on Valentine's Day. But I have NEVER encourage this kind of courtship. I repeatedly told him through emails and messages that my fiance and I are going through some rough spots but we are working it out. Still he was persistent. So I have to leave house every time he will go visit.

Meanwhile, I was very confused. I was tempted to accept whatever it is he is offering just to experience new love once again. I was tempted to leave my fiance so that I can start living my life without him in it. But, my fiance was asking for one more chance. And out of respect for him and my fiance I told the former that I still love my fiance. And I thank him for coming home because I was not okay. And I also thank him for loving me. And we parted once again. He is set to return at the end of July. He leave with me a ring and his unrequited love. I learned that unrequited love is loving without conditions. I learned that unrequited is waiting even if you are waiting in vain.

Minsan pala, kung maghihintay ka lang. The perfect one for you will come also. (Sometimes, if you just wait. The perfect one for you will come also.)

This message is not only for those whose love is enduring. But also to those "other woman". Learn how to wait for the one for you rather than disrespect yourself and others by having an affair or sex with a taken man. Because if you didn't know how to wait for the love then you don't deserve to be waited on.