Sorry For Everything.. After All Just Sorry?

Ang arte!!

Ano gusto mo? Make Up Sex? Maging kayo?

Ang cheap mo! Promise! You open you legs to another just for a whim na walang kasiguraduhan. 

I am the victim, not you!

It is Your Choice

Finding Your Perfect Pair

Yesterday I watched a Jollibee mini series titled "Perfect Pair". "Perfect Pair" is a sequel to the mini series aired last February 2017 "Vow".

The story is about the guy from the "Vow" finally found his perfect pair through his first best friend, a college buddy and the person who truly puts "best" in "best friend".

This mini series highlights the unrequited love shown by his "perfect pair" as she witnessed him falling in love with another girl, who eventually tied a knot with another man.

My parents has always taught me the value of waiting. When I was still in school, most of my friends already have boyfriends. It is not because someone was not interested in me but because I figured that it is not the right time for me to have boyfriends. There were instances that I was so ready to bite the bullet. There was this guy that that make me take a second look. We had the same cultures as he came from a Chinese Family (surname "Teo"), he is good looking, and he already arranged a meeting for me to meet his family while I was still at school. However, I had always treated him as a big brother (he was my friend cousin by the way and he was five years my senior). He would always visit me at school, to my embarrassment. He would also drop by the house to help me with my school work especially, Science. I got top mark in Physics! He was my first crush. And every girl's dream of a guy. Sadly, in the middle of my senior year, he together with his family moved to Switzerland. Before he go he gave me proposal to be his girlfriend. He would visit as often as he could if I would just consent to be his girlfriend. I said no. And we parted way. I received Valentine's and Christmas Card every year until I began dating my fiance. We lost communication.

He came home from Switzerland last June 2017 to visit me because he learned from a friend that I have relationship woes. We kept in touch once again through email and I even received flowers from him on Valentine's Day. But I have NEVER encourage this kind of courtship. I repeatedly told him through emails and messages that my fiance and I are going through some rough spots but we are working it out. Still he was persistent. So I have to leave house every time he will go visit.

Meanwhile, I was very confused. I was tempted to accept whatever it is he is offering just to experience new love once again. I was tempted to leave my fiance so that I can start living my life without him in it. But, my fiance was asking for one more chance. And out of respect for him and my fiance I told the former that I still love my fiance. And I thank him for coming home because I was not okay. And I also thank him for loving me. And we parted once again. He is set to return at the end of July. He leave with me a ring and his unrequited love. I learned that unrequited love is loving without conditions. I learned that unrequited is waiting even if you are waiting in vain.

Minsan pala, kung maghihintay ka lang. The perfect one for you will come also. (Sometimes, if you just wait. The perfect one for you will come also.)

This message is not only for those whose love is enduring. But also to those "other woman". Learn how to wait for the one for you rather than disrespect yourself and others by having an affair or sex with a taken man. Because if you didn't know how to wait for the love then you don't deserve to be waited on.

Of Being Confident

I received a comment from one of my post by Anonymous.

Anonymous29 June 2017 at 05:35

Why use social media to air out what's inside you? If you really are that person who is confident and was raised the "right way" by your parents then you will go directly to that person rather than doing these stuffs. Is this how thet raised you?? Never question someone else's mother because you don't know ANYTHING on how a person was raised not unless it was you.

Stop pointing finger as three other are poiting at you.

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She was reprimanding me as to why I was airing what I felt in social medias. It is not the question of being confident.

And I never point finger. I point all my ten fingers and ten toes. As I have been directly affected by the situation. 

I went to a counselor few weeks ago, and I bring with me all the materials (her messages, my fiance's messages, her ex-boyfriend messages, her Facebook posts, her Instagram posts, her ex-boyfriend Instagram posts. Even the pictures. Even my medical certificate.

What happened to me is a nightmare! True, my fiance admitted that he became close with a certain woman but he told me that never once in his mind that he dreamed that he wants to be with her. He became closed to her because he felt lonely and wants somebody to talk to. He didn't tell me this before because he doesn't want to worry me. This I understand. And I accept. 

What I can't accept is that the woman has the GALL to post pictures of my fiance on her Instagram account and stories when my fiance didn't publicly acknowledge her.

From what I gleaned while talking to various people residing in Canada (I have messages of this conversations), is that she has a friendly and sweet tone in her voice. But two particular person (not my fiance) told me that they knew for instance that the woman has a manipulative behavior.

To the woman who has been emotionally and mentally tortured by the sidechicks. This is my advice to you.

Do not give up. If your boyfriend, fiance, or husband tells you they love you. And beg you to never gave them up. Then don't. Hold on to what you believe was yours.

Those women can make advances all they want but in the end your man won't choose them because they were the kind of women that are easy.

Assuming and Manipulating

This WOMAN has no right to ask my fiance about his international calls. The nerve! Kapal ng mukha. FYI He message my mother and his father

Dummy account that was sent to me (preferably done by the WOMAN)